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[Saturday
April 8th, 2006 at 1:10am]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | nickelback- far away ]

i havent updated this since christmas break..and thats just sad. but i just thought i'd let everyone know that its almost spring break and i cant wait!!! :)






p.s*i love you<333333333333

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ohh shitttt niggyyy [Monday
January 9th, 2006 at 12:37am]
soo its the end of christmas break and we go back to school tomorrow. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH im not ready for that.
wow i havent updated this thing for alonnnggggggggg time. haha. woops.
oh and if you dont like me. just tell me. k thanks : )



P.S i love my friends
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[Tuesday
October 25th, 2005 at 5:22pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | ashlee simpson - i am me ]

yep life is goooddd. :0)


thats about all. haha.




short and sweet.



im tired..i'll prolly go to bed.













goodnight. <3

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[Saturday
October 8th, 2005 at 8:42pm]
[ mood | tired ]

so today i went up to lansing to see my aunt in the hospital. :( it was really really sad. she doesnt look good, i guess better than before but she still looks bad. earlier this week she had a massive heart attack at work. they found her in the bathroom not breathing. the doctors were scared that she could have brain damage, but they did tests and she doesnt. thank god. but shes heavily sedated, and hooked up to EVERYTHING, and a venalator. she can hear us when we talk to her, but she cant respond. she opened her eyes briefly the other day, but not today. she looked tired. it was her birthday today. we sang happy birthday, and hung up cards for her. i going back up there next weekend on sunday. so hopefully she'll be alot better. please pray.


im just so tired.







i likeeee youuuu <3

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[Wednesday
October 5th, 2005 at 6:38pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | black eyed peas -my humps!!! ]

drama drama drama..lol. ah well. anways today hasnt been a good day, it was earlier right after 5th hour but after that it all went to hell. i come home and my mom tells me that my aunt had a heartattack today and shes in the hospital. shes in surgery and i dont know anything else. :( please pray for her.

thats it for now.












i likkeee youuuu <3

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[Tuesday
September 27th, 2005 at 6:08pm]
[ mood | bored ]

so i offically hate physics and organic chem. definetly failed both of the tests...and mr. graham is a douche!! he yelled at me and ania for no reason..lol. he can just suck a dick. but anyways..i hate a certain someone...im sure you all know who. hes a jackass and i hope he dies.lol. alil harsh but i dont care. this week isnt that bad at all..its goin pretty good. powderpuff starts tomorrow and we're gonna suck cuz we are only gonna have like not even 2 weeks of practice cuz they like to start our practices early. who knows. all i know is im excited for homecoming..like reallyy really really excited!! ahaha i cant wait.




i like youuuuu <3

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[Monday
September 19th, 2005 at 5:22pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | shes in love with a boy ]

this weekend was probably the best in a long time. and now that its monday it sucks!!! ughh...i hate you, and school!!






i love you......

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[Wednesday
September 14th, 2005 at 7:45pm]
[ mood | blah ]

so i keep trying to tell myself to just move on...and let go. dont even consider liking you and getting my heart stomped on one more time. but...its just no use. i fall for you harder and harder every time i see you and it kills me.




i know all of you are sitting there saying....i told you so!

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[Sunday
September 11th, 2005 at 4:53pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | breaking benjamin- sooner or later ]

so yea.....i wish it was summer again.

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[Friday
September 9th, 2005 at 3:46pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | hilary duff - wake up ]

well as for school..i hate it! alot!!! the only class i like is my 4th hour cuz mrs. collins is absolutely insane, and 6th hour just cuz it mrs. blake. shes cute. i love her. anyway, tonights the football game. yay!!! GO BEARS!! woo woo.



i wish school was over with.






i like you alot!!!!!!! <3 but what else is new.




you just have one thing on your mind though. :/

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[Wednesday
September 7th, 2005 at 6:06pm]
i just thought i'd let everyone know that i absolutely hate school and my classes. and also i've been in a very bitchy mood lately, so if i seem like a bitch to ya. i warned ya.




only one good thing happened this weekend.
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[Sunday
September 4th, 2005 at 1:49pm]
[ mood | bored ]

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off you

Something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of

You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do nothin to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive

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[Tuesday
August 16th, 2005 at 1:06pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | sarah evans ]

okay. so last night i hung out with sarah and katie. we went downtown and got some icecream. we saw allison, ania, zack, and sam so we talked to them and walked around with them for a bit. then amanda, hannah, and her cousin i think were down there. after that i went to katies and watched laguna beach. <3 i love that show. now today i have absolutely no energy what so ever, im like exhausted for no reason. i have absolutely nothing to do till i go to work at 7:30. lol. doesnt that sound like an eventful day?! haha.

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[Friday
August 12th, 2005 at 11:43am]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | rascall flatts ]

so i have been in a shitty mood lately. im PMSing right now and i have never had such bad cramps like these. :( i want to just drop dead. anyway today im hangin out with amber from work for awhile then i gotta work at 4 :( which sucks. but tomorrow night i have off. im so happy for kristen cuz her and phillip are actually together now!!!!! yay!!! shes happy..so im happy for her. now i just need a boy. yea..wish me luck to that.

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[Sunday
August 7th, 2005 at 3:23pm]
[ music | missy elliot - loose control ]

so yea...i want to fall off the face of this earth.







would you miss me?! :(

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dont stop believin.... [Saturday
July 30th, 2005 at 5:24pm]
[ mood | sad ]

ughh....im really not in a good mood. :(














i give up...

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[Thursday
July 28th, 2005 at 3:00pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | journey - dont stop believin ]

today i did a whole bunch of nothing. i feel like shit and im really really tired. im exhausted for some reason. at least i get tomorrow off..i can rest up a bit. but tonight i have to work at 6 till close. someone should come visit me tonight..lol. :) i need visitors to get me through the night. work is hell..lol. whatever..theres nothing new to talk about peace.


i like you<3




so come on baby let me be the girl that you can count on to rock your world

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i tear my heart open... [Wednesday
July 27th, 2005 at 3:42pm]
[ mood | bored ]

lastnight i hung out with wendel, tone, nick, steve, fitz, and gil. lets just say it was an entertaining night.lol. we didnt do much. it was just hilarious considering fitz and gil were drunk off their asses. oh well. today i woke up adn took my grandma to the secretary of state to renew her license, then i went with katie to DQ, the mall, and Kohls. now im home and about to get ready for tonight. im supposed to hang out with fitz, and im supposed to hang out with katie and maybe kristen tonight. i had my grandmas car today, but i have to take it back to her pretty soon. unfortunetly:( i need my own car. bad! and soon! but thats about it..i'll let ya know if anything else exciting happens tonight. just like lastnight. ;)




I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open, just to feel.

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[Tuesday
July 26th, 2005 at 11:53am]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | hilary duff-clean ]

lastnight i had to work 4-11:30. surprise surprise..lol. wendel was supposed to come visit me for the second day in a row..and of course he didnt. he was to busy hanging out with fitz, steve and all the guys of course. so i am currently not speaking to him. but i did have 3 visitors lastnight. zack, dan, and samuel came up there and we talked for like 5 minutes. so that made up for wendel not coming up there. after i came home i watched laguna beach, b/c that is the best show ever! and i had to tape it cuz of gay ass work. but it was a real good episode and all i have to say is stephen and lc better hook up!!! cuz i hate kristen. lol. but anyways today i dont have to work but who knows what im gonna do. i have no plans as of right now, and im pretty bored. but im also in a bad mood sorta. my sister told me the other day i seem like i have a dark cloud over my head all the time..lol. but whatever. i've just been let down kinda lately. but whatever i should be used to it by now.










why do i even bother sometimes..

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[Saturday
July 23rd, 2005 at 12:27pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Britney spears - slave for you ]

So lastnight was my day off and i didnt do anything. I was gonna hang out with wendel, matt and all them, but i just laid around cuz i felt like poo. It was a one shitty night. Today i woke up bright and early and went shopping for a bit. Now im gettin ready to go out to briarwood with my mom and sister, i gotta find some more clothes for senior pictures. Then im going out to eat and then coming back to get ready for work at 7 till like 12. blahh. I got a long ass day ahead of me. Theres nothing new though really. but i'll keep ya posted when there is ;)




oh boy...i like you!!
I dont know why i just cant keep my eyes off of YOU.

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